Want to Live out my Dream

I have been married for forty years. I love my wife very much; however, we had not had sex in a long time. I have had a fantasy for lingerie ever since I was a very young boy and before I even started school. I love to wear panties, nightgowns, and bras that are sexy, silky, and have lace. My wife knows about the panties, as I would wear them when we used to have sex. Now when she is gone, I wear panties and a nightgown when I go to bed at night, and sometimes a bra. I take care of myself and sometimes I wish there was another man to take care of me. I just wish I could find a man to help me live out my dream.

— Nathan, 66