Fantasizing Is Not Enough

I wear nylon panties 24/7 and often caress myself through the nylon. As I do, I fantasize about giving oral to another man. That, coupled with the wonderful feel of the nylon, often makes me very excited. I've fantasized about this for over twenty years now and I have gotten to the point where fantasizing is not enough anymore. I really want to experience the real thing; I just know I would love it. If i ever get the chance, I will take it in a heartbeat. I hope it happens soon. I have a friend that is gay with a gay roommate and I've been thinking about asking them if I could come over and be with them some night. I just need to get up the courage to ask them.

— Brian, 57