Wish I Had

When I was about eighteen years old and in the army, I got to know this girl from a junior college. She was my first girlfriend. I had no experience in sex yet back then, but she had high sex drive. Whenever we were alone, I would kiss and touch her. It was a wonderful experience for me. Soon, she would ask that I touch her private areas, which I did. But, I never had sex with her because of the fear of pregnancy. I remember once we were in the chalet at a park and we were touching. She wanted me to have sex with her, but I was so scared that I didn't. Now, when I think back, I wish I had because she was so sexually active, unlike my current wife.

— Carlos, 40