Voyeurism

Am I the only man in the world who fantasizes about coming home from work and catching his wife in bed with another man? Yes, it is my fantasy. There is a catch, though. I don't want them to know that I am there while I am standing by my bedroom door watching because they will stop. I want my wife to have sex with another man while I'm watching, but not just any guy. I prefer a rough kneck or a gangsta type of guy who lives in the ghetto. For those of you who don't know what a rough kneck is, it is someone who is educated through past experiences on the streets; someone who is rough in their behavior and the opposite of soft. The reason why I want her to have sex with a guy from the ghetto is that rough kneck men handle women in a way that gentleman don't. A gentleman will make love to a woman, but a rough kneck will just throw a woman's legs up in the air and over her shoulders during sex, pouncing on her until she's satisfied ten times over. I don't want my wife to get involved with a gentleman because I don't think a gentleman will satisfy her. I want to see what she does when she is in a state of heaven or fantasyland, and only a rough kneck can make her feel that way. Ten years ago, I woke up from a short sleep to find my male friend having sex with his girlfriend, and I got aroused.

— Jake, 38