Mental Stability Lost

I am going to tell you my confession relating to my extramarital sex life with my sister-in-law. One rainy day I was at my in-laws' house. While everyone else was sleeping, my sister-in-law came to me, put out the lamp, and sat beside me. She kissed me on my cheeks. When I felt her in the dark, she was naked and trembling with sexy feelings. I kissed her violently on her body and lips. We kissed each other for a long time by putting our tongues in each other's mouths. Then I took my clothes off, lifted her body up, and we had sex. She cried out in pain, but muffled the sounds of her cries by putting her mouth onto my mouth. Then I made a second attempt and it was better. We had sex two times that night. Later on, this sex play became a regular practice for us in her house and in our house. After five years, she got tired of it and decided to end it. Then she disclosed our affair to my wife. I loved her too much to let her go. So, I tried to contact her. However, she wouldn't take my calls, and my in-laws abused me. My wife also left me and filed for a divorce. Even my own family turned against me. I have lost my mental stability and my government job. I have lost everything in this world. Eventually, my wife came back to me and I surrendered. I am somehow happy with my wife and son.

— Jamar, 39