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I try, is what you keep saying
But it always turns out
That with my emotions you are playing
I ask myself why
Why must you do these hurtful things
And try to turn it all around
Making me out to be the blame
You want to know who's trying
It's not you it's me
Trying to love and keep a man
Who needs to be set free
Set free because he's not ready
Ready to settle down
Ready to be a one woman man
Ready to stop fooling around
I try my damndest to love you
I try to look past your faults
Trying to figure out why your like this
Who or what was the cause
The cause for this effect
Of why your so scared
Scared to open up your heart
Scared to be an honest man
Who hurt you in the past
What did she do
It had to be bad
For you to be you
Who are you, you ask
I'll tell you who that is
I'm being 100% honest
So take it like a man
You are a very selfish person
You think of no one but yourself
You push peoples' feelings aside
Not caring of on who you step
You lie, you cheat
You have no regrets of what you do
When you have said before
That you know it's gonna come back on you
Why do you do things to people
That you don't want done to you
Why do you constantly hurt ME
How can your heart be so cruel
I've done nothing to you
So why must you lie to me
Knowing how much I love you
And with you is where I want to be
I sit in silence sometimes
Thinking about all the things you've done to me
Constantly asking myself
Is this where he wants to be
Sometimes my answer is yes
Sometimes the answer is no
When truly and honestly
I don't know which way to go
One day we'll be cool
The next day is a mess
One thing remains the same
And thats all the stress
Stress because I trust you
I believe everything you say
Then it turns out to be a lie
And I get slapped in the face
Left feeling stupid
Like the joke was all on me
Left feeling confused
Left feeling like a dumby
You have me where you want me
Are you using that to your advantage
Are you really trying to hurt me
Trying to cause serious damage
If you are your doing a great job
Your really hurting me
Your really making me feel
That in love is a place I do not want to be
I guess I'll be waiting
Waiting to see whether
Whether or not this is going anywhere
But please believe I won't be waiting forever!