live n let me regret
by patrick
theres no way to take back the awful things ive done,hurt everybody that cares for me,if i were my father id be ashamed of my only begottin son,i regret soo much it consumes my mind,cant get back on track cause my thoughts i cannot find,i hate the way i feel,and im too far gone to turn around,i searched my soul for a release,but guilt was all i found,my demons almost have total control,im scared and i have nobody to hold,all i see is my own mistakes in front of me,i dont want to go trough this,it is not who im suppose to be,just want to give up but somethin stops me everytime,rock bottom again,all cause i never drew myself a line,i need help but pride stops me from askin,scared of myself,need someone to unmask me