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When I see you, I see me, I see us together, this is what makes me happy
You make me laugh, make me smile, make me wanna do things I have never done before
It is good to know that I have you, to hold you, to kiss you, and give the love that you have given me in return
You bring me up when the sun sets yet down when the sun rises
Loving you has its obstacles, has its bumps, has its cruelty of others who don't want to see us happy
Though loving you never has its doubts, something questions our relationship
Questions of being faithful, being true, being honest with yourself and me
Haters eyes in open places take part in this questioning
This makes me angry, makes me think, wonder about us
Wonder if the "native tongue" that the haters speak is true
Yet I find me questioning myself, do I trust you?

Trust you enough to let the talk go, to let all the past hate, hurt, and suspicion go
Every time I hear, everytime I get mad, I let go of you, to try to stop the pain
The pain, the hurt that you caused me so many times
This pain, this hurt that I hold, hide inside me
This pain, this hurt, you don't even know about.... I do not dare show nor tell
Letting go of you only hurts worse, sorry to say... just stubborn
Too stubborn to admit when Im wrong, too stubborn to stop when Im right
Too afraid of getting my heart broken was my main reason for letting you go
Scared of you cuz you loved me scared of you cuz you hurt me
The hatred towards you only lasts a while 'til I hear your voice
Your sound makes me forget my reasons, my morals, my principles everything
Everything I had thought, heard, or the harsh words I wanted to let you hear from my mouth
Yet why can't I trust you, believe all of what you say to me
Some say a relationship is nothing without trust
So, what can I say to that?