What Was I THINKING
by Lucy
I lived to hear
What you might say
When you reached out to me
"I can't be without you"
Or that time you said something about
"Sitting on the edge, dangling my feet, waiting for you"?
Why am I looking for that
In everyone else
When all it was
Just a bunch of bullshit lines
Said how you feel in the moment
And forget that it affects me forever
You can't just speak for yourself
And not understand what it's doing to me
When you tell me I'm the only one
Don't do it just to feel it
Falling off the tip of your tongue
This is real, babe
And you can't unsay things you've said
Or pretend you never did.