Not like you
by Steph
You are my "Father" if you deserve that title
You missed out on certain things that make it vital
Vital to be called my dad, vital to deserve my love
Maybe its something i have to rise above
But i dont think i can, you've caused me to much pain
Yet, you cease to admit that, you're just to vain
You walk around like nothing is wrong at all
You make me so angry, i could punch through a wall
As a child, i didnt know what was going on
But now i know what you did to my mom
All the times I found her somewhere crying
All the times she would catch you lying
How can you think you deserve to come back
You try to make it up, but sincerity is what you lack
When you and mom would fight, and then she would drive away
There were times that i thought that was how it was going to stay
If had to live with you, i would shoot myself in the head
Because to tell you the truth, I'd rather be dead
I really dont want you to be a part of my life
You cause me to much pain and strife
You cant come back here, i dont want you to
Not now, nor ever will I even come close to being like you.