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Ignorance or perhaps stupidity
Somehow I had convinced myself you were different
I let the door to my heart ajar
And allowed you to come in
I loved and trusted you
And in one swift action
You robbed me not only of my love
But a life of normalcy.

Why did I have to be so nieve?
Love like that only exists in fairy tales
You violated my trust
And you betrayed all laws of love
What you did was a rude awakening
And now my life is forever altered.

I've built a wall as a shield
To protect myself from "Trolls" like you
I don't want to be loved
For you always get disappointed
Because I don't want to realize it was but a dream
And I don't like having my emotions toyed with.

To think my love for you was pure
But now my hostility is even more so
Because of you I'll never have a normal relationship
No matter how hard I try
I'll always feel your ice-cold grip
Every time a guy touches me
I'll never forget your dead weight
Holding me down against my will
Making my skin crawl in disgust
As Prince Charming tries to embrace me.

I'll NEVER forgive you
The scar tissue is still raw
The tears still sting my cheeks
And the only way to emancipate myself
From this never-ending nightmare
Is the one comfort of knowing
For this you will burn in Hell
For all eternity!