why so shy? 10-4-03
by Katie
numbed by a feeling i cant explain why
my mouth locked shut
my heart lets out a cry
a twisting knotting feeling in my gut
concrete
yet my heart insists to beat
paralyzed mentally
why should i take things so critically?
maybe i'm just stupid
someone tell me whats wrong with me
you dont understand and i know you'll never see
we know it's pointless
but we cant help but stress
are we helpless?
it's stupid, yeah i know
to worry about nothing so much that it shows
to u insensitive jerks
we're the freaks and the geeks
our pains are your perks
why should i ever want to please you?
like this i never say what i want or do
one day maybe i'll figure it out
until then i'll be childish and internally pout
what do you care any way?
all this is is a page that says what i cant say.