I Foolishly Thought
by Lauren
I THOUGHT you loved me... I guess I was wrong. I know I have to move on.
I THOUGHT we had something special, something really unique... Now I know you think I'm a freak.
I THOUGHT a choice was just simply a choice either good or bad...I found out a choice changes you destiny.
I THOUGHT I loved you, I thought you did too...I guess I should've told you when I had the chance to.
I THOUGHT if you believed in yourself you could achieve anything...now I'm not so sure.
I THOUGHT I convinced myself I didn't need you, didn't miss you, could live without you...but, I can't.
I THOUGHT if I pretended not to care the pain would go away...but I guess it doesn't work that way.
I THOUGHT if I beleived in my dreams they would come true... I must not have enough faith.
I THOUGHT that by acting tough I could be strong... I was wrong.
I THOUGHT that by avoiding you I could avoid making a decision...that just made it harder when I couldnt' avoid you anymore.