forgive me
by amber
it was love
one that shouldn't have sparked
but did
it was pure passion
with no boundaries or rules
i knew it could never burn out...but it was a flame
he never wanted or touched
to not care
that's what killed me
...hardened my heart, my mind
blind love, regret forever...
knowing he never loved me
passion turned down, ecstasy lost,
longing.....he left me...
so i tried to leave this worldbecause i couldn't wake from this
mess of love
to have seen his soul
was to see myself
a mirror image i fancied
but wanted to hide from
to take my life.....a release....
he never loved me.
so why try?
why try to survive in false liking..
when my heart craves love?
like i once said...
for me to survive, i always needed someone;
to love
to admire
but never touch
just out of reach
yet still so close to me
needed to make me feel again
to feel alive
he was my only someone
but he never loved me back...
juliet takes her life to offer her romeo his own...
free from her pain
could not bear to see you go
so i tried to leave, too....
although i chose a different route.....
towards the reaper's door
as the raven sang on......
watching me bleed