stupid me
by alexis
i never thought i would ever see
the real you
the you that puts the sandpaper to my skin and rubs to the bone
that you that doesn't know the power you have over my feelings
the you that commands,demands,and pushes away
at the sight of a friend
after all i just want to stay
please hear me out
all i want you to know
when you decide to listen
is
everything you don't want to hear but already know
about you
i have uncovered the real you tonight
it took only to look through someone elses eyes
for now i see what you will not
and i wish i was blind
it pains me to believe that i thought
i knew who you were
i let you have my lips
for that one special kiss
i didn't know that you were a stranger
that i most deeply did care about
smelling that sexy sweater
hearing that unpredictable voice
i would much rather go back and be happy
i might even what to be blind
but here i am with the two of them open
because all we were was friends
friends that shared lips
when i remember you
i'll make sure it's the real you this time