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I fed myself lies because of you; I was so clouded from your view
I pretended as though you cared for me instead of ignored and misused
I showed you no emotion knowing deception was soon to come
But unprepared to leave you and became so unknown and numb
Time passed on nothing changed even in my view
Until one day I came to find what was thought to be there was lost inside of you
Not only did I lose you but to make things complete to one of my best girls
I guess she was more pretty or more witty then I ever could
Slowly time passed pretending I was fine
If I kept smiling no one would no my lie
Holding back my tears until the receiver was down
Believing that the worst had ended but then to learn about the misconception
For you see it didn't end there to god I wish it would but continuing as though a fungus through a kind of wood
Everyday listening to planed dates and long night conversations on the phone
Every minute killing me almost like she new it would
She knows now it was her that won and ended up taking you
She smiles knowing I wanted you and breaking at the thought
I went to her with all my problems trusting with my all
I thought she understood my pain but instead she showed her vain
It's tragic when friendships turn on you leaving you for them
Even more when they leave you for someone as close as a friend