My Heart
by Shonette Ricahrds
My heart is beating fast
thinking whether to be with him or not
whether to give him another chance or stop
my heart cries out for help
when I'm on the phone late at night after 12
and could not sleep
my love for him is deep
I wonder if his love for me is real
I wonder how he feels
my heart stopped
because we were not sure whether or not
he loves us or what
my heart is tired
tired of getting broken
tired of the love
scared of love
envy love
because love was never there for me
love never cared
because love never loved me when we needed to be loved
my heart cries
my heart sighs
My HEART.