Lust or Not
by Tanya
I fell in the black hole conceived in all different ways, trusting you with everything, never sinning into Lust just dreaming of love.
Pouring out tears, wearing my heart on my sleeve in return i get nothing.
You vanishing thats how it will be finding you with somebody not me.
Hearing your name i pause my life for a second, I remembered the nights we had, the moments when you would hold my hand, the way you looked into my eyes, how wonderful but then everything died.
I tryed to keep a lie but my heart told me to tell, it ruined everything maybe i should have shut my mouth.
I cant explain how you make me happy you just do, now everythings messed up how could i do this to you.
Time can only tell if this was meant to be but i guess until then im just another girl pouring out sympathy.