I lie here
by Mia
I lie here awake in bed watching tv
finally I turn it off
I lay here remembering just the other day
I was about to break your spirit
and I lay here thinking about our last
conversation, and how much you said you loved me.
I lay remembering what could
have happened if you got your spirit broken
I lie here wanting, to love you with all
I have to give.
I lay here trying to understand my love,
my feelings, and my emotions for you
at this very moment in time
I lie here wanting to kiss your soft lips
against mine.
I lie here knowing what I want and knowing what I will give,
I just don’t know if I am ready to receive.
I lay here wanting you in every way
I lie here thinking about tomorrow
I lay here dreaming about what the future
holds in store for us.