goodbye
by Matt Bowes
why is such a symple word
so hard to say?
i've said this word all my life
but its so diffrent today.
i feel i'll see her once again
the love she made me feel.
i feel like my soul is dying...
if only it wasnt real!
i know i'll see her once again
but not for long at all.
one day can seem so long
and i can feel so small.
i never wanted her to know
how i really feel
i wanted to be strong for her
and,for once, hide what is real.
i cant tell her how much it hurts,
shes seen it all too much...
i dont know how much ill miss
the compfort in her touch.
she helped me through the worst of it
the feeling of guilt and dispair,
and now she'll leave and ill be here
no one showing they care.
it didnt hurt this much before
but now i want to die
and because of all the promises
i just sit,think and cry.
the feelings of guilt and despair,
and now she'll leave and i'll be here
no one showing that they care.