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Looking back on a time and place
seeing a childs innocent face and
knowing things arent as they appear
Because deep down she crys silent tears
Deep down in her soul she feels dirty and full of shame because of filthy hands touching her young body
Innocence lost at such a young age
locking her in a pain filled cage
to which there is no freedom or escape
from the fact that this child was raped
over and over again by a man who was supposed to be safe for this child
The worse part is that this man is still out roaming around free
will this child is sentenced an eternity of pain and confusion that she can not hide or escape from
And even though common sense and everybody around her say its not her fault she cant help but feel to blame
Her mind keeps going back to that moment in time when maybe there was something she could have done.
Why didnt she scream or try to run but looking back she knows that it was
her fear,and confusion that keep her quiet and frozen in place
Will this growen man did what he should not have done to this child
shame and fear made her keep silent
The thing that is most shocking to believe is that this child could not get any relief from the pain.
One man after another did his worst
none of them caring about the child that they were hurting .
Was it her pain and shame they could smell that made her an easy target.
with every touch from one of them a part of her died inside.
now she is growen and still hurting and in pain from the things done to her as a child.
She dont know what to do and she dont let people get to close or let any body love her.
So here she is still just as hurt, scared and alone as back then.