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It started out fun and exciting.
Your charm was inviting.
I kinda had fun hiding.
Although I knew it was wrong
I went along.
I met you for the first time.
It was sublime.
That was the night
you told me you loved me
for the first time.
I didn't quite feel the same
but it finally came.
Your the one to blame.
Your words of encouragement
and compliments made me feel good.
I guess I misunderstood.
The way you touched me
was like an x-rated movie.
It was full of passion.
You knew how to please.
You were an expertise.
Your words I believed.
Now I feel decieved.
It seemed so sincere.
Maybe it was what I wanted to hear.
I wanted the attention and love
that I put you above.
You ended the affair.
I couldn't bare.
I felt you didn't care.
You felt you were being punished for your sins.
You couldn't bare the torment within.
You told me I worried too much about morals.
You ended the affair based on morals.
What a quarrel.
I know it would of never lasted.
We weren't leaving our spouses.
I guess I never expected it to end so soon.
I'm glad it did.
It would of been harder
if it went any farther.
I have a hard time letting you go.
My heart says no.
We've stayed friends and kept in touch.
It hurts too much.
The memories that remind me.
I need to put it behind me.
I've decided to let you go.
It hurts me so.
Sometimes I wish I ended the affair.
I hate this despair.
I truly loved you.
I don't know if you really knew.
I thought you felt the same.
Maybe it was just a game.
I've grown from this.
You will be missed.
I wish you the best.
Be blessed.
Someday I will see you again
in heaven.