How Could I Have Been So Blind?
by Katy
How could I have been so blind?
How could you sit there and look me in my face and tell me all these promises?
And how can talk me through all of worries by making all kinds of compromises?
How could you lie to me every time I asked you that question all those days and nights?
And how could you manipulate my mind and make me think everything was alright?
How could you tell me that you would never do anything that would cause an end to us?
And how could you satisfy my mind with a few words so I would not have to fuss?
How could I have been so blind?
How could I sit there with you looking in my face and not realize what was happening?
And how could I have thought that you would change, or that you were even listening?
How could have I been dumb enough to trust your answers after all the same shit before?
And how could I have let you talk me into believing you, after saying I wouldn’t anymore?
How could I have thought I was any different for any other hoe that you have screwed?
And how could I have been so willing to drop the subject before we started a feud?
How could I have been so blind?
How could I watch you do this to yourself and never see?
And how could I have stayed with you when you said you didn’t need me?
How could you tell me that you love me "much much"?
And how could you make me blind with your loving touch?
How can you almost always upset me bad enough to make me cry?
And how could I have not known that the whole time you where high?
How could I have been so blind?