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by melissa
when i look into your eyes i feel pain,
pain i can't endure,
pain i must bear across my forearm to show the world how i feel.
Just the feel of the smooth, sharp razor across my silky flesh,
i feel the burning sensation i rave for when i'm alone,
when i'm not with you,
i don't want to hurt you when i finish it off,
when theres no more pain to endure,
i slit my throat and breathe warm blood
gushing out of my body, into my lungs waiting to collapse.
i try to run but i am too weak to get help,
and just before i die i say to you,
i love you, and i'm sorry i hurt you.
and just as i say that i wake up from my nightmare,
and see your face here to save me.
you are my knight in shining armor,
and i want the world to know how i feel.