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All those time I sat alone

All those times that I sat alone
Waiting for you
To come home
Looking out the window at the beautiful blue sky
Wondering how life can be so calm and peaceful
Wishing you would come home soon to me
Feeling so alone wanting someone to talk to
Yet, there is no one there!


I thought I hated being there
Then I had a friend say that I
Only felt lonely because I was
Always alone at yr house
And u were never there

You were always somewhere else
Other things in yr life that always come first
I was always second to u
That hurt so much
At that time u ment the world to me!

I know part of you cared in your own way
Yet u lost in the end when u lost me
You have everything that wants now
Hope u are happy.
Those are my thoughts on you

Now my life is filled with love from others
Love for myself
You are now all but a memory to me
That fades deeper into my heart each and everyday
For me to store new memories that I can cherish
On my new journey of my life.