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She loves me, she loves me not.
No clue, no sign, just a thought.
I wonder, many days and many nights.
Confusion, hatred, anger--mosquito bites.
Yet in a three weeks pass I get no sign,
Have I committed the crime?

One day, she smiled at me
The next day I ask her if she was free.
She was shy, she was funny;
Yet she seemed as innocent as a bunny.
I walked with her in the hot sun,
As we walked to Room C121.
She laughed, and I was glad;
But in a two weeks notice, I was sad.
What had happened? I don't know--
She made me think I controlled the show,
Many days I wished to talk to her,
But after four missed calls; hot pepper.

A day had passed, and things were looking well;
A friend gave bad news, it rang my bell.
Before I knew it, before I forgot
She said we weren't talking--what a thought.
It seemed she led me on--I don't know why?
I didn't deserve it, I'm a nice guy.
Did she ever think of me?--maybe,
But after tomorrow, she'll probably hate me.
Many times I regret not telling her the truth,
I was even going to invite her to my church youth.
Could it be that she didn't like me?
I love you dear! So let it be...

Many things have hurt me,
Football, school, and even my surgery.
A hernia I bore, seven hours of pain,
Just thinking of her, kept me the same.
I thought I was going to die--
I wasn't ready to say goodbye;
Thinking of her and I, kept my hearting beating.
But did I live for nothing? Was I dreaming?
I lover her from the moon and back;
Respect, care, honesty--what I lack?
I only gave her signs of love
When I should of explained to her my mind above.

Much advice I receive,
Yet it's hard, for me to believe
In myslef; I stand strong--
One life--must live it long.
Now I long to sow the scar in my heart,
I dump the girl who tore me apart.
Beauty lies within the eyes of the beholder,
Looking at the outside only makes you colder.
Why did she do this to me?--she's flurts...
The only thing I learned from her--love hurts.