Heartache To Be
by Katie
Their, all bottled up inside is a deep fear that I try to hide a fear of self-hatred of what I have become you don't understand the pain that I feel just knowing that you were never near
For days and nights I felt like a prisoner of war, I had nothing else left to give you anymore you brought me down you didn't care so you put it all on me to bare
You critisiced me in all that I did I wasn't perfect, but you were blind, why couldn't you just sit there and be kind, I couldn't speak up for fear of you , I bleed from my heart as I tried to keep our world from falling apart
My confidence since then has past along with my self esteem amd all of that , you cheated you lied yet you were always sorry for making me cry you wonted to make it up to me but instead you just made it worse and now as each passing day goes by a broken spirit is still trying to fly