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My best friend died yesterday
Now I sit inside my room alone today
Wondering why not killing myself wouldn't
be my answer to all my pain
I wonder if I could ever gone on living this way
The anger, the hate and all my life's regrets
rip me inside
I can't go on this way

I said some things I shouldn't have
the last day I saw her face
Scenes of it replay in my head
I ask myself why, why did I say the things I did
I can't get her face and the words out of my head

Knowing that if I go away
I'll be causing my mom, my family and friends pain
But what about the pain I feel
It won't go away no matter how hard I try

I'm starting to get weak
I can't take this anymore
I reach over for the gun
As I place the barrel in my mouth
I ask God to please forgive me
For I know this is wrong, but I know I must go
I ask God to tell my mom that I love her, my family and my friends too!

Good-bye to all of you!