Lost
by Kristen Kushler
Wishing these dreams inside would leave
Wondering if I'm able to believe
Sitting alone in the dark
Wishing I never made that mark
Is love still there?
Or am I lost in despair
I don't know how long I can last
As my heart thrives for the past
I thought I was strong, I thought I could make it
But in the end, I knew I couldn't take it
See, this is really me---every bit
My act was gone, mask was off---in one hit
I don't know if I can recover
I don't deserve a chance, not another