why did i carry on
by Natasha
I had this freind infact he was my best freind i gave him the world.
i held him on a thrown treated him good gave him everything. i helped him when he had problems but got nothing in return.
In my head i new this freindship had to come to an end but i couldnt ever mend with the end because the truth was deep down inside i had feelings for him but new it would never work.but we continued with being freinds till summer hit that was when it ended because i wasnt a good enough freind i blame myself knowin inside that is was not my fault but not knowing why but only knowing that for a good reason. I sat and cried and for wat the a** didnt die so i got worked up and became bitter and never again will i get that close to someone becauce of that certain best freind.