11 months
by tosha
i thought you were everything,
and my one true love.
i thought you would be here,
every day and for forever.
i thought you loved me,
but was it a lie?
i thought you cared for me,
but was i too vain to see that was a lie?
i thought the world of you,
just to see it crumble down.
i once thought i had everything,
just to see you throw it away.
you were my world,
my one true love,
and everything you could be.
you showed me you loved me,
you showed me you care,
just later to tell me you didn't.
did i waste my time,
or were those still the best 11 months?
i don't think i can ever move past this,
but i must to forget you.
i just hope one day,
that you will cry for me like i cried for you,
and miss me like i missed you.
though when you do,
i will long be gone,
and nothing but a faded memory.
you threw away everything we had,
just to later tell me it was my fault.
maybe i made mistakes,
but nothing as big as to leave me.
i will always love you,
i will always care.
i can never forget you,
or what we shared.
just remember that when you left me,
i cried for days,
deprived myself of sleep,
and starved myself from pain.
i was hurt,
and i cried.
i wanted to die,
cuz i felt life was over right there.
but i stayed strong,
not for you,
but myself.
if ever the day comes,
you have any appologies,
or want to say you're sorry...
maybe i'll be here to listen,
or maybe i'll turn away.
just don't ever forget,
i will always love you,
and always keep you in my heart.