First Love
by Sara
Everything used to be so clear to me.
I had the man who held my key,
He said he would be there for eternity.
But things have all gone bad,
And lately, my life just seems so sad.
My mind is dazed and confused.
I feel so lonely, so empty, so used.
I never thought things would be this way.
I didn't know he wasn't going to stay.
But then I wonder if he was really true,
I just wish there was something I could do.
Life is passing me by,
And all I am doing is trying not to cry.
I can't wait for the day to come,
When I can stop feeling like I have been so dumb.
Love makes you blind,
But I thought he was all I needed to find.
Over time my hear will heal,
And there will be no more pain for me to feel.
He will realize what I meant to him.
And his life will start feeling lonely and dim.
I know that this is the time for me to be strong,
Because through it all, I know I did nothing wrong.