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Scandalous
by Jenethia

His soft whispers manipulated you to believe
he wants and needs you desperately.
You open up your door preparing a space just for him to rest his head peacefully.
Instead of bringing joy to this home he comes in an embedded this place deceitfully.
Along he was selling you dreams you decided to buy those fantasies.
Since you wanted to feel this thrill.
Now, it's not like it use to be.
Breeding lust; has cause you to degrade yourself.
Trying to consume their marriage; has caused you to lack self-respect.
Your construction of this relationship made you conceive envy.
By playing little games just to get your way.
Now, he's telling you they will always remain married.
Things isn't going to change
Now, who's playing the games?
Oh! "You think your doing big things."
Just because you got her man in the bed with you.
Dissembling your emotions when he kisses and leaves you.
You already know whom he's going home to.
"Don't be envious of her."
You lost control you
Just because he looks so good to you.
You lost your identity
Just because you got played the fool.
You lost self-respect
Assuming you were doing' big things
by scheming.
He got you so adjusted to becoming so devious and mischievous.
You thought you were getting you way by consuming their marriage.
But, in reality It never was your way.
Ever since the first day you got laid.
It cost you to give all of yourself.
That was his pay.
You became anything easy in everyway.
Now, that you have lost your soul just to get laid.
You also lost your characteristic traits
as a woman because being so scandalous became your thing.