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I hear the words that people say it makes me sad and sometimes mad, I get upset cause' I know it's true I see the pain that I put people through, I feel like dying cause' it might make it better for me and for everyone else. I look deep inside me it goes for miles and miles I can't remember the times I smiled. All i see is failure, pain, frustration, and death. I feel once again, each time I fall I hit the ground harder, it sometimes feels like I never stop falling, will I ever? Will someone ever catch me? I find myself crying deep inside I feel so alone so dry so dead. It's hard to stand strong can anyone hear me? I struggle for breath for comfort for God. I can't carry this pain this anger this shit anymore! There's no way out there's no way in I keep to myself screaming, telling myself I'll be ok.