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Thought it couldn't done the first time
Figured it would never happen to me
But then along he came nice and smooth
And blinded my eyes so I could not see.

Once the blinders came off
I saw him for what he really was
I would listen to what he said he'd do
And then see what he actually does.

After the first time I put up a wall
To shield and protect me from all other hurt
But along came the second one and I let my guard down
I figured he wouldn't make me feel lower than dirt.

Needless to say he shattered my heart
Causing me to yet again build a wall
Deciding to build it higher and stronger than before
So that no one could come in and make it fall.

Then once the wall was construced
And everything was said and done
All of my problems and issues were in the past
All of them except one.

There was still the problem of not getting hurt
And there seemed no way around it
Until I decided to not go out any more
And cut out all of the bulls**t.

Then I finally met a guy
And we became close friends
We vowed when we got together
That we'd be with each other until the end.

The end came quicker than I expected
7 and 1/2 months to be exact
And after he said what he had too
He got a nice look at my back.

Now its hard to face the truth
My life must now move on
I'll just build another wall to house my wounds
I'll learn from my past and keep going.