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I've noticed my pattern, yes I aware
When I fall in love, I get scared
Scared of how it will end
Scared when he doesn't call
Scared he won't love me at all
Scared when he gets mad
Scared that he'll make me sad
It's all from experiences
They were horrible life lessons
Perhaps I was too young to understand
Or maybe I was with the wrong man
But I'm afraid I may be traumatized
And that I scare men right out of my life
Who wants to be with an insecure female?
Who wants to daily go through hell?
But I am trying to change, I am trying hard
But it's my heart that is permanently scarred