Only Dreaming Dreams
by Tom P Warner
Some nights at once I'm wide awake
and she slips into my mind
The desire and longing I cannot fight
Those mysterious feelings I find
I see her in so many places
and know that she's not there
Why do these thoughts keep haunting me?
This want, this longing, why care?
I've tried to stay away from her
It's hard, yet manage well
but then at once, she's there again
I fall into her spell
I cannot resist that awesome look
my heart pounds loud and clear
I look into her gorgeous eyes
and long to pull her near
Sometimes I feel so lucky
I forget her for a while
Life seems to be almost normal
and then I see her adorable smile
Her laugh is so delightful
she walks like it's a dance
Her magic body is so hypnotic
It lulls me into a trance
I know it's never possible
to ever be close with her
Those wanting thoughts come back to me
and my emotions begin to stir
Those times she is beside me
and touches me once or twice
Sensations surge within my nerves
so warm, so lusty nice
Yet, I am only dreaming dreams
knowing that they'll never be
So I settle into the life I have
and wonder if she has thoughts of me