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Life sure can get complex
if you just let it so;
with every wilting flower
a healthy one will grow.

It started out so simple
just one pill led to two;
but with age seizures angered
and I didn't know what to do.

They changed so fiercely overnight,
I dared not tell a soul.
I just played pretend they didn't exist;
prayed I would not pay a toll

Then, with a gift from God came happiness,
everything now is just right!
Then came a twist, a jab, and hopelessness!
It is now hard to sleep at night.

For what was managed then, began flipping out.
Not one in that town could believe
that the dilemmas with me are for real, are true;
so with all of that.. my child and I had to leave.

What just may have seemed atrocious
may have seemed unjust;
all happened for a purpose
this happened, now I must.....

I must be honest
I must be well
I must be happy
Dear God I'll tell...

I'll tell you how shocking life can be
I'll tell you I'm tired, no energy
seizures aren't controlled by medication for me
they're controlled by the care of doctors I NOW see!

Drazkowski may not be the actual cure;
he also may not be the actual pill.
But with all my problems and issues I have;
there feels like there's no trial, no mountain, no hill!

So I thank him today with all of my heart,
my heart has so much to give!
Without him I'm not sure where I'd be.
He's shown me all more reason to live!