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Today I lost my best friend that was always there for me whenever I needed him.
I wish I could go back and change everything, but that isn’t possible.
I made him suffer from my own stupidity and now I am too.
He hates my guts and doesn’t even care what I am feeling.
I tried to tell him sorry, but he wouldn’t listen to a word I said.
I feel so bad I can barely look at him.
I know I can’t do anything, but I know I need to if I want to get him back as a best friend.
It has almost been 2 weeks since he broke up with me, but somehow I can’t forget him.
I should have never gone out with him in the first place because I knew I would probably do something really stupid.
If I would have never done that things would have stayed the same and no one would have gotten hurt.
I want to just go up to him and tell him how I really feel about it, but I can’t.
I have tried and I just don’t have the will power.
He doesn’t care about me and talks behind my back, and I know I will never have a friend like him ever again.
I just want him to know that I love him as a friend.
That is all I want him to know, I don’t care if we aren’t like we were b4, but that is all I want him to know.
Now I must think about what I need to do to get him back in my life as a friend.