Spectrum Of Love
by Jessica L. Hughes
"Spectrum Of Love"
I LOVE YOU!
You played with my emotions and with my mind and heart too - - deceiving me to believe that your love for me was true. Using everything I told you as your one and only tool, using "ME" against "MYSELF" makes you look like a fool.......
I LOVE YOU!
I kept it REAL. . .always willing to point out the facts, based on what I saw with my eyes and heard with my ears is how I came to do that........
I LOVE YOU!
You had plans for our future still living in the past. . .I had a purpose that only I could make last. By doing my own footwork - - while following your lead -- the only thing I couldn't do was keep up with your speed. . . . .
I LOVE YOU!
I'd consider all our possibilities, while you were quick to be hasty and choose, mostly always ending with us being the one's to lose. . . . . ..
I LOVE YOU!
And when push came to shove, when you'd never show "No Love", I'd go to battle for us. .. picking up my gun, I'm still wondering why you'd look for cover or begin to run. . . . . .
I LOVE YOU!
My love is unconditional - - my actions speak loud and clear and your love--what love you had. . .was like a facet that you'd turn on then off whenever the "drugs" I'd get for you were gone or when they wore off. . . . . .
I LOVE YOU!
I am the same person that I was when we first met; I see a change in myself . that you couldn't ever allow yourself to see. . that's when I started questioning "were you the man for me?"
I LOVE YOU!
You are always with me even when you're not cause I can't erase my past. I wil always be with you too . . . .if you can make your memories of me last. . . . ..
I LOVE YOU!
The lesson we'd learn is the one we'd teach ourselves, I feel a lot smarter now, can you say the same about yourself. . . . . .
I LOVE YOU!
You wanted the rainbow, so you put up with the rain. I got what I deserved after playing your little game, I was pushed out the door, spit on twice, let down by the "boy's" I called on....the one's who are paid to "PROTECT AND SERVE". . .all I got to say is they've got their nerve!! I knew right then the victory was mine your game I'd finally won. My trophy, "my belongings" that I wore on my back with my key's in my hand I hit the road never looking back.........
I LOVE YOU!
Don't be mad--it's all your fault cause your responsible for what you say and do, the victory I got was given to me by you!!
I LOVE YOU!!
Although you lost at the game we played, your still a winner too, cause nothing you ever said or did changed the way I still feel about you......for the duration 100% REAL ......STEVEN R. ...I LOVE YOU!