Emptiness
by Evelyn Lanzot(Half Pint)
i find myself like i' m lost at sea,
i'm asking you to throw out your lifeline and rescue me.
this emptiness is killing me inside, as if the love that was there just died.
i need your touch,but more than that i need your mental stimulation,
this emptiness is tearing us apart and because of our lack of communication.
it's like playing tug of war with love and hate,but what really scares me is that it might be too late.
we have been together for so many years,i have held so much inside and cried so many tears.
i wish i could open my heart and show you the mess you have made,but you wouldn't understand because you have never experience this pain.
sometimes i ask myself why did i stay so long,
but what really hurts is that you don't think anything is wrong.
and while you go on with your everyday life thinking everything is fine,
i have to keep myself from going crazy in mine.......
Poetry
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