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words
feelings
expressions
wasted

desires
intentions
reflections
wasted

passion
love
life
wasted


hate
wasted

rage
wasted

words
wasted

molten fire of passion that once caressed thoughts and burned them onto the pages of reality?
the love of life that once boiled and frothed on the very brink of smiles and eyes and hearts and hands and love and love and life and life?
wasted

chaotic dreams
now lives
chaotic reality
now inside
both indistinguishable
now it seems
both racing
to become the force of rationality

this racing heart
this racing mind

all these thoughts
all these feelings
all these words
wasted

a life
a mind
a dream
untended
a soul
forgotten

words
reality

where is reality?
where is purpose?
what is purpose---
purpose of purpose?

they hear
they know
they have forgotten
intentionally

leave it
leave it!
forget it
forget it!

But I remember
But I ponder
yes I remember
yes I ponder

Bound by laws of humanity
Struggling with desires of spirituality
Succumbing to pain deep in soul

Pain
Eating
Inside

Tearing
Wrenching
Twisting
Wringing out tears from a vessel
So dry
So devoid
So empty
Step one:
Loss of spirit
Step two:
Loss of integrity
Step three:
Loss of mind
Step Three:
Not yet taken

Walking through chaos
living in a vessel,
soul longing for the land of
Paradise