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When I saw you for the first time.
Time is self, refused to move.
Not forcing of pushing this scene.
Captive in a camp located in between,
My sexuality & your erogenous zones yet unseen.
Longing without reservation,
To be that object of your admiration, affection, & inspiration.
At a minimum, toy for use to use for intense masturbation.
That racecar piece that only you would use.
When playing that monopoly game of lust &/or love.
Either of which is for you to use.
That Minute I Lost.
Realizing that nothing could matter to me if I didn’t matter to you.
Admiring you from a far.
As you shine bright that distant celestial star.
That planet in it’s own right.
Feeling the need to check for reality.
If this is a dream, don’t wake me.
Let me sleep.
Quiet, peaceful not making one peep.
Searching my soul for the best way.
Mustering the courage to walk up to you and say, "Hello. I want to love now and forever a day."
That Minute I Lost.
Not wanting to stay solo.
Combining our impending love in a spiritual, emotional, and physical colabo.
That first time that you blessed me with your holiest of wholes.
Not only did our bodies touch but also, so did our souls.
That Minute I Lost.
Tell me.
What would this garden life truly be?
Had is not have been for me being that nurturing soil that you need?
Had it not have been for you planting the seed?
Had I been willing to pay the cost?
Had I not taken advantage of that…?
That Minute I Lost.