what am i supposed to do?
by devon e.
It's been a while since I've seen your face and there is another slight delay,for you have gone away..Not for an hour,not for a day but permenantly you went away.Only leaving special
memories behind as proof that you existed.I miss you with all of ma heart and soul!Since you've been gone i've really payed a price.I thank god for giving you life but why'd he have to erase your life with a shot of a gun?I don't understand why you had to be the one..I pray one day we will reunite in heaven,where there is no reason to fear loosing each other,because once you make it to heaven you become immortal ,you never die,its the one place we can be together forever and always and forever.You're not supposed in heaven right now I tell myself,here is where you're supposed to be,your not supposed to be in heaven yet,you're too young to die,you barely spread your wings,you didnt get the chance to fly.Anyone who has the heart to kill an angel is a ginuine devil,the person who took you away messed with the wrong one.It's not fair that god gave them power to take away your life.Doesn't anoyone now adays believe in doing right?I guess not because someone took you out of my life.Why was it ma boo who had to die?The one who made me smile and i could tell all my secrets to,my best friend:my boo,where ever you are darling,know that i do,i do still love you.One day we will hold hands and reminisce about the days we spent on earth.I hope that time will come soon because as of right now i have no one to tell my secrets to ,I feel like I have no one to run to,now what am i supposed to do without ma boo?You tell me because i cannot tell you.I cant do anything but cry until my time comes to soar to heaven's door for that day my heart will find peace,thepeace i lost when you left.Ra tell me what am i to do if the only thing i have to live for is my boo,and you my boo passed away,so Ra,please tell me what am I supposed to do?What i am i supposed to do if all i do is pray to be with you?