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Sometimes I think about what I could've
done, if I hadn't tried to commit suicide.....
I was stupid to do so, I wasn't thinking.
Before trying, I should've asked myself
why. But I guess that committing suicide
was my only way of getting out of the
darkness.... Sometimes I wish that I
could go back in time.... and set
everything right. But I know I can't...
but it's not my fault.... It's just life!
Everything in my life was great....
until my sister got kidnapped and raped...
I was scared.... I felt like I was trapped...
like there was nothing that I could do.....
There was no one there for me.. no one
I could go to... for help.... So I decided to
kill myself. But luckly I was brought back to life...
but I don't know why. I guess because God
thinks that I should stay by my weak sisters side.....
But not long after... she had a stroke and died.....
So why... God did you bring me back to this land....
I tried to give my sister a hand.... but I'm useless to everyone....
I don't deserve to live, but to die.....
This is not a lie.... I'm useless to everyone....
not just sometimes but all the time....
I want to go join my sister.... so take me God..... please....
Let me die!....