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Little bit of faith left
A little bit of strength is met
Little things bring all the silence
Big things just remain things never changing
Resulting in violence, seems so hard to overcome
Instead of collecting dust in the corner
There is nothing left except time to change
Change within my heart, clean slate, a fresh start
Daily grind starts with a smile forever creating piles
The next thing on my to-do-list consists of
The things I don't want to end up saying I missed
Make the priority to do the duty no matter how hard
I've never actually tried even to see the beauty
Life is too short to go on living unhappy, depressed
Confused and scared to take the next risk to fix
Taking the challenge just to give up later
Coming undone after being wrapped up to long
That’s exactly why everything keeps going wrong
Now’s the time cause never isn’t an option
Especially in this state of mind to make or break
Today is the last and final day, the final cry,
The final trial of this unfinished finality
The only hopeful answer to my prayers
Dares to compares of the old nightmares
Never seeing ahead only leading to despair
Wear and tear especially since it’s not fair
From this day on I hope to gain the goal
Not to feel pain, numbness, and loneliness
Never see the tiniest crumb on the table
Never believe even the false fables
The negative vibes in my mind releasing
Never perceiving not seeping out the blur
Of the expected stir of the soup incurred
Instead driving with lights on at all times
Remembering that to live and give will
Require me to put the pieces together
Not take them apart to only restart
By this it will complete the circle of
The most happily ever wings to fly
In best of weather, now and forever
Never pull or free the tether
Plucking the millionth feather
Keeping me and you together
Hopefully gluing us as one forever
Not bringing you down undone
And for me to blow it all away
Keeping you high on my smile
My inner and outer beauty
My gratitude and willing attitude
On only things to make it thru rain
The clouds are our created downpour
Emptiness is hardest to make full
Making the gears turn to work right
I know now that worrying will
Only let the days pass by instead
I want to erase the past, and be reborn
My feeling of really living is how you
Made me finally exist, shine and resist
The powerful forces keeping me under
If the right cards are played in full
It will cure this disease infecting us
Rebirth will be our new turf
To remain hand in hand
Locked without a key to unlock
Our hearts will intertwine tying a knot
Opening doors completely to restore
Really to see what the fighting is for
Understand that challenges will be taken
Hills we had to climb to see the sun
To have the rainbow fill us full of gold
Because you must know by now that
Our love is worth everything and it’s
Cherished and it’s the most prized in my eyes
A prized completely satisfied possession
The road ahead is brighter by our lights
Never able to be surrounded or see the dark
Breathtaking sunsets will be what illustrates
The beauty stretching from me to you and back
A rubberband super sized for a million lives
Standing so tall we can always see the other side
Benefit of the doubt so we never have to pout
Not smothering just uncovering all the good
In this ever wanted tug of war to be won,
To be alive, to feel it, breathe it and see it
Forever alive visibly in and outside
Never seeing the blindside that now cripples me
These are things that I hope and wish for
To give you my love forever till infinity