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I as myself everyday,
why am i with this man?
Am i just setting myself up to get hurt again?
Can i really trust him?
But then i start to think...
how much he does for me.
How stupid it would be for me to end this relationship.
These thoughts run through my head.
number of times a day.
I have no one to ask.
No resourses to rely on.
Just HIS word.
At the same time i'm thinking this,
I think how hurt i would be if i were to loose him.
He is my light of joy.
The key to my happiness.
I think that i am scared of the power and control he has over me.
How, just one wrong word he says to me can make me shed a thousand tears.
I paray.
I pray to you..
i pray to him..
and i pray to god that this is the one and that he'll never mistreat me.