I am so screwed up; I don't know what to do. I might be in love with my co-worker. She is a fifty plus gal who is not pretty and kind of sickly, but I just can't get enough of her. She is married and so am I. I seldom have sex with my wife; she isn't attractive at all so she is kind of a turn-off for me. My sexual outlet is cross-dressing and self-pleasures. I have always loved the feeling of silk, satin, and most other feminine fabrics against my skin. I do not know how to deal with this. I would love just one hour of sex with this gal. No, I don't think that would be enough. I hope no one else suffers with this type of problem. I feel it is killing me.
— Alex, 59