Past Revisited

For some reason, for the past month I have been talking to my ex, which seems really weird because we haven't talked since July. I have been hanging out with him. The worst part about everything is that I am with someone right now, and I care a lot about my boyfriend who I have been with for the past four months. I really do care about him, and I think he is a great guy with a lovely personality. Lately, my ex and I have been talking about trying to work things out. I have been thinking hard about it because my ex was my first true love. It's very hard to forget and let go. It's even harder now that he's back in the picture because it brings back all of the memories. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy in a way. I want to be back with my ex, but I know my boyfriend will be heart broken. All I can think of is when I was with my ex, he didn't treat me like I wanted to be treated. He was all about him and what he wanted. My boyfriend now is a sweetheart. He pleases me and treats me like a princess. I don't know what I want. I don't know what to do.

— Nikki, 23

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