The first night I met my wife, we had sex. It was not until more than a year later that I found out that I was the second guy she had sex with that night. It had been my first time. Since then, I have begun to imagine my wife with all of her past lovers (she has more than fifteen). At one point, she had several black lovers at the same time. I knew some of her past lovers, and I had even seen them naked before as we played sports together. So, I knew they were hung way better than me, and I couldnít help but to imagine all of the intimate details. I would love to see her make love to another man, but I doubt it will ever happen.